I seldom see my cousins Gail and Gina but the few times I have reminds me of when I was a kid. It was 7 years ago now but still a vivid memory that went on for over a year. As it worked out I was disappointed when they moved away. I was 13 at the start, I think Gail was 16 and Gina barely 13. My mom and dad were divorced. Twice a month on Saturdays I spent the whole day at their house. Their parents and my mom went to a prayer retreat for the day, gone from about 10 am until dinner time. They were all extremely religious and members of the church counsel. I didn’t know it but one Saturday Gina, the brat that she was, hid in the bathroom linen closet while I was in the shower. Two weeks later is when Gail showed me the video Gina took. It was bad enough I was naked but while taking my shower I also jerked off and it was part of the video. I was embarrassed as hell but 2 weeks later it got worse.

Gail started the whole thing threatening to tell my mom but instead made me take my clothes off in front of her and Gina. It was so embarrassing and humiliating I’m not sure how I held back tears. They looked at me naked for about 5 minutes then Gail made me take a shower while they watched me. That was the most mortifying time I had ever experienced and all they did was giggle and laugh at me. There was no way I even had sex on my mind or the desire to jerk off. When they finally left the bathroom is when I really did cry. What I thought was the end of it was only the beginning and each Saturday I was there I had to strip and get in the shower again. After about 4 times doing this on Saturdays Gail’s friend Becky was there and Gail and Gina insisted she see me naked also. From then on Becky was there every Saturday I was at their house. It was totally humiliating until about the 6th or 7th time when unintentionally I got a hard on.

I turned my back to them but Gail right away told me to let them see it. That was the first time I ever got an erection in front of them and right away she demanded I masturbate. I was hesitant to do it but suddenly realized I was excited they were watching me. As I began jerking off rather than embarrassment or humiliation I was actually aroused with them being there. I think it was the beginning of March that year. From that Saturday and every other Saturday afterwards I not only undressed in front of them but got into the shower and jerked off for them. I literally began exposing myself before and after the shower. Their were some Saturdays I laid down, legs wide open, exposing my A-hole to them. Whatever embarrassment or humiliation I had was completely in the past. I had no inhibitions whatsoever of these 3 girls seeing me naked. I would become aroused even before getting into the shower. It became like a joke and there was no longer any threats from Gail. Over a year later in June is when their father got transferred to Chicago and I didn’t see them again for almost 4 years. When I did and when I do as seldom as it is we have never talked about it. None of them ever touched my genitals but they saw everything close up. When they moved away I often jerked off thinking about them watching me. Thankfully I don’t see them more than once or twice a year. When I did 3 weeks ago I felt embarrassment again even though it is never spoken of. Now that I’m older I doubt I could do that again.