The predicament I’m in has me both ashamed at times but is mainly become arousing to me. I’m 50, divorced and been living with my girlfriend for 7 years. Three years ago her daughter Maureen, who is only 26, was diagnosed with Pancolitis which I knew nothing about. She moved in with us shortly afterwards and my girlfriend Annie always took care of her. Maureen is so effected by the disease she only works 2 or 3 days a week and spends most of her home time in her room. She is 26 and a pretty girl who is very scared and don’t seem to be able to care for herself. Last year Annie fell and fractured her hip and little did I know at the time how I would end up caring for Maureen. I learned that she took Apriso medication once a day but then found out she either had to have a Mesalamine enema twice a week or Prednisone suppository twice a week. The first month I did this for Maureen was a nightmare. It was embarrassing for me so I can’t imagine how humiliated Maureen had to be. I at first tried to talk her into doing it herself but she was fearful of it. Annie didn’t like the fact I was the only one around but trusted me enough to take charge of it.

It took a month or more but Maureen finally settled down and became less embarrassed about it and I tried my best to put her at ease. There are times she gets sick at her stomach after the enemas and throws up badly. The suppositories didn’t have the same effect but most of the time she had to have the enemas as per her doctor. I don’t know how many times I saw her naked the first few months but I also cleaned her up after she would vomit many times. She could bathe and shower ok but when she was really sick I would clean her up. She always had her pubic hair shaved and I began getting erections just seeing her naked so often. After awhile Maureen didn’t seem the slightest bit shy about me seeing her nude and didn’t seem embarrassed when I inserted the enemas or suppositories into her rectum.

Months ago I asked her why she shaved her pubic hair and she just said it made her feel cleaner when she got the enemas or got sick from it. I don’t know what made me ask her this but one night after giving her a suppository I mentioned I had an electric razor. I guess I asked because I could see would soon shave again. She at first declined but I told her I never use it anymore. When I brought it back to her I surprised myself by asking her if she wanted me to do it. I surely remember how terrified and embarrassed she was the first few times I saw her nude so I didn’t expect her to let me shave her. Well for the last 4 months I still either give her the enemas or suppositories twice a week but I shave her once a week. I have a hard on the entire time and I am not sure if she has ever orgasmed from the shaver but I know for sure it has her aroused. I never say anything but I masturbate more often since I started shaving her. Annie is getting better but she knows Maureen don’t mind me tending to her. What I didn’t want to do has turned me towards masturbation after I am done. I feel very bad for Maureen because there is no cure for what she has. If she has to ever get surgery she would be hooked up to a bag for the rest of her life. It shames me in a way because of how I get erections seeing her naked so much. It almost makes me cum when I shave her and know she is aroused by it. I never let on how it affects me but I jerk off when its done. Annie thinks it doesn’t bother me and I just tell her I’m used to it and so is Maureen. I feel like I’m taking advantage of this poor girl but can’t help how it excites me.

I suppose because of my age Maureen doesn’t think I am turned by her body. She never even tries to cover or hide her breasts from me. It didn’t at first but now I enjoy penetrating her anally with the enemas or suppository while viewing her vagina. Maureen tells Annie she don’t mind me doing this anymore and I only act like it has no effect on me. I try to tell myself that this whole thing with Maureen is a chore. The fact is I can’t think of anything more intimate when it comes to way I view her body. I don’t think I ever expected her to lose her inhibitions about nudity around a guy my age. She no longer ever tries to cover any part of her body and is fully trusting of me. I really doubt she knows how she arouses me and doubt she would ever think about me masturbating because of it. She’s become overly open to me and has no shame of her body even as she sits on the toilet. With the disease she has I guess her nudity has became no concern for her.