I'm married now and see my dad's friend and coworker Ian seldom but more than I like. My parents and my husband don't know anything about what went on years ago simply because I never told anyone. I think I was only 13 when it began but went on one or two times a week for close to 3 years when my parents bought a house. Ian lived in the same apartment building we did at the time and became friends with my parents. He worked at the same place my dad did but different shifts. Ian wears a hearing aid and somehow began having me wake him up once, mostly twice a week after school and in the summer months. He gave me a key to his apartment and told me he had trouble hearing and that if I had to just shake his shoulder. The first time I did wake him up I knew he didn't have anything on but he was mostly covered with a sheet over him. Each time after that he was more exposed and within the first month I saw him naked for the first time. He right away apologized but then began by saying he can't sleep well with anything on. He begged me not to mention this to anyone because he was so embarrassed about it. By the time he got finished telling me how ashamed he was he had me promising not to tell my parents.

I can't say it was only curiosity but I admittedly liked seeing Ian naked. He is 6 years younger than my parents, a very cute guy, built well and muscular. He did snore sometimes but much of the time I suspected he was awake. I often spent 10 or 15 minutes looking at his body before I shook his shoulder. As soon as he sat up he always pulled the sheet up over himself and thank me for waking him. He would be laying in different ways so after a few months I saw his genitals front and back and saw his A-hole many times. It was almost like he was displaying his body to me by the way he opened his legs and more or less stretch out. Sometimes he had an erection and many times he stressed to me how embarrassing it was for him having me see him like that. He always claimed the reason for his erection was that he had to pee.

He would sit and talk sometimes I think to make sure I didn't tell anyone about it. I'd listen as he would say how he tried to wears PJ's or even underwear to bed but could never sleep that way. He never really talked about sex except to mention sometimes that he masturbated. So now that years have past whenever I see Ian we do say hello but otherwise pretty much ignore each other. Its to late for me to say anything to anybody since I was a participant and looked forward to seeing Ian naked all those times. I do know he wanted me to see him naked but he also knows I never hesitated to look at him. As it turns out we took advantage of each other and now can't face it.