Archive for the ‘Shame’ Category
Disgraceful but stimulating
My boyfriend and I broke up 11 months ago but I continue living in a loft apartment we rented. I'm 26, have a very good job and usually only go to my office 3 days a week, more often only 2. Since he left I can't explain what or why I've been acting the way …
Disgraceful but stimulating
My boyfriend and I broke up 11 months ago but I continue living in a loft apartment we rented. I'm 26, have a very good job and usually only go to my office 3 days a week, more often only 2. Since he left I can't explain what or why I've been acting the way …
Negotiations with an Uber driver
I was recently inarizona partying about an hour from my at bnb. By the end of the night my phone was dead as a doornail and not a cab insight. As I stumbled down the street I passed an older man smoking outside of his car that had an Uber sign on it. I stopped …
Company Trip
My first year with the company they sent all the new hires to a resort at the end of the year as a reward. While we were there everyone got really drunk. It was mostly 20-somethings fresh out of college and I was the oldest new hire. My husband was home with the kids and …
Shameful enabler
First of all I’m not proud of this. My late husband’s nephew Lucas is a sexual deviant who has been living with me since he was 12. My husband died in 1999 and I remained close to my sister-in-law, Lucas’s mother Sara. His father abandon them in 2004 and I believe he is still somewhere …
1982 until 1987
I’m 46 now have 3 children and married to a great guy. We have a wonderful house and for 7 years have had our own vacation home. My uncle Terry died last month in Florida. My mother wanted me to go with her to his funeral but I declined. I haven’t seen or spoken to …
1st facial and creampie turned me slut
When was in highschool I slept at my bfs one weekend. He was sleeping and I heard his older bro come home from the club with his drunk friends so I decided to tease them and walk through the living room and go to the bathroom in my thong and bra. They all stared and …
Continual and cruel humiliation
This went on more than 25 years ago when I lived in a foster home. I was 13 at the start and although I wasn’t a participant I shamefully admit I never shied away from watching. There were 5 of us, Corine was 16, Molly 15, Jason 11, Kyle 8 and me. Jason unfortunately was …
Had to move
January of 2019 I got out of rehab and have been clean ever since. By March I could no longer live in my old neighborhood simply out of embarrassment and humiliation. I do remember much of my behavior while addicted but shamefully reminded about it by friends and family. For almost 2 years as I …