I’m walking into 2016 single, got out of a two year long distance commitment with my now ex-boyfriend. I’m happier now, I think? Him and I still speak regularly through social media.

Anyway, I’m twenty years old. I’ve always been incredibly shy, very socially awkward. That being said I’ve barely experimented with men, my ex (before my online ex) was an athletic black handsome stud, chiseled abs, tall. I remeber him and I intensely making out constantly, we would make each others faces so sore. One day after school he convinced me to come home with him, his mother wasn’t home. We made out on his bed, he very calmly stripped off all my clothes. At this point I’m fucking soaking wet, I’m laying flat on his bed and he proceeds to lay down next to me taking my tit in his mouth beginning to suckle and bite gently on my nipple as this is happening he’s working his huge hands between my thick thighs as he stops everything and looks me straight in my eyes. My mind is exploding! Before this I have never had anything in my pussy, he extends one finger pushing it against my wet entrance he applied some pressure and It squeezed in and began to really sink his finger into me. I kept moaning, I couldn’t help it he knew I was loving this, almost immediately after I started moaning he went straight back to suckling and gently nibbling on my nipple.

So as this continues for a short time, he decides he’s had enough. He shoots straight up, roughly parts both of my thick thighs apart and falls quickly to his knees at the end of the bed. I remeber thinking this is the reason why he asked me to shave my pussy before school, I naturally was very worried about if I had an odor or not. But apparently not, because he ate me out. Kissing both of my thighs, fucking me with his finger as he licked all over my clit. I was in paradise! He quickly cut it short, by standing up again and ripping his pants and boxers down to his ankles. Holy elephant cock! I was Intimidated by the massive size and girth of his cock, but oddly enough I remember feeling this urge to let him bury it in my throat and swallow his load. My mouth was watering at the size of his huge cock, I also felt an urge to let him spread my tight pussy apart and make him pull out so he would shoot his cum all over my stomach. But ultimately I was too afraid, chickened out. I don’t regret it because shortly after I learned he was fucking one of my friends, oh well!

So, since that day I never really had a true situation to express my sexuality. I felt a little depressed, truthfully. My self esteem was crashing hard, I felt ugly and unwanted. Recently at my job, I noticed a man who’s about 40 or so always checking me out. At first I was sorta offended, I’m old enough to be his daughter and at the time I was seeing my ex-boyfriend. But I’ve continued to notice his subtle advances, finally one day he asked me if he could drive me home. I said yes, quickly. So remember when I said I still talk to my ex-boyfriend regularly through social media? Well It just so happens I messaged him about this dude giving me a ride home. He goes on and on and about the dangers of taking rides from ‘creeps’ and this sort of scared me, but I felt like I needed to live a little.

After my shift ends, I meet this man in the parking lot. I open the door and get in, we start driving. And me being so awkward I nervously bring up the conversation I had previously with my ex-boyfriend about the dangers of ‘creeps’ he laughs and says he’s just jealous or something, he starts making small talk about my previous relationship "How long were you two together?" "How did you meet?" and I answer those questions and out of nowhere he ask "Did he show you his dick?" I’m caught completely off guard, I stuttered "Yeah…" and he just laughed saying "He seems insecure It must have been tiny." then he goes on talking about the size of his cock, I’m completely uncomfortable but a little curious. I’m feeling kind of hot, kind of rebellious I want experience. I joke a little with him using a little bit of reverse psychology "No way you’re that big." I kept mocking, he looked at me and said completely serious "I’m huge, If you don’t believe me, look." he unzipped his pants. I slowly peaked my head over to see, he was limp! "I’m a grower not a shower, stroke it." I’m reluctantly buying myself time snickering at him and taunting him "Yeah right." I feel him touch my hand and guide it over to his cock, I didn’t resist I was curious after all. I started gradually pumping, and stroking this mans cock. Turns out he’s slightly larger than average I guess, but as this mans cock is hardening in my hand I feel my cellphone vibrate I use my free hand to check and It’s my ex-boyfriend messaging me on social media, stuff like "I hope you’re okay, let me know as soon as possible." clumsily I type back "I’m fine, lol." I guess the man noticed because he looked over at me on my phone and said laughing "Your ex-boyfriend? guess he doesn’t know how slutty you really are talking to him with a mans cock in your hand." I blushed, and ungripped his cock and crossed my arms looking out the window. He yelled at me "Hey I didn’t cum!" I was confused, "So what?" and he got really quiet and calmly said "Listen, you’re going to suck my cock and swallow my cum. If you don’t I’m telling your parents, and everyone at work about this." I’m freaked out, I tell him I’d tell the police he’s blackmailing me and he said "I don’t care, I’ll lie." I pause and stare at my phone screen reading the messages from my ex-boyfriend and I’m really turned on I remeber thinking to myself "I guess I’m a slut." I lean over and take his cock in my mouth, as he pins my head down with his hand. I keep sucking for about five minutes, as I feel his grip tighten and he’s moaning partially making out the words "Good gir…l" little did I know he was about to shoot a monster sized load of cum inside my mouth. I gagged, and pulled my head back. A portion of it rolled down my chin dripped down onto my shirt, and what was In my mouth I promptly swallowed it down. I screamed at him and told him not to tell anyone, I wiped my mouth with my sleeve. He dropped me off, and since then I haven’t told me ex-boyfriend It’s kind of hot and exciting to pretend like nothing happened he thinks I’m a saint, but that man continues to text me asking if I want to fuck him I might consider it.

To be continued, maybe?