May 27, 2016 .

There he was, tall and thin, almost perfect, opening the screen to his bedroom window, not seeming like he cared if anyone heard. He helped me through the opened screen window, then he jumped onto his bed. I joined him. We watched Futurama for about 5 minutes before it all happened. I remember it all so clearly, it just seems like a dream to me. The way he casually set his hand on my thigh and my instant reaction was to reach down and hold his hand. When he turned to lay on his side, looking at me the way every girl wants to be looked at, with those beautiful, blue, dreamy eyes. His body was perfect, his abs perfectly toned, and his skin glowing, I couldn’t help but smile and bite my lip. He reached his arms out, pulling me closer. Then he rolled me over and layed me on my back, with him above me, pinning my arms down. He leaned in to kiss me, as I met his lips, he released the grip he had on my wrists. I wrapped my legs around him and played with his hair while  pulling him towards me. He held me tightly as he passionately kissed me, softly at first, then pulled me tight and kissed me harder. He sat up, still holding me, slowly reaching his hand up my back. Then he layed me back down and layed on my chest, slowly kissing my neck. He ran his hand slowly down my side down across my stomach and to my tight, denim, ripped jeans. He slowly unbuckled my jeans and slipped his hand into my pink, lace panties, rubbing my vagina then slid one finger in slowly moving in and out. He then slid another finger in and continued to move his fingers in and out slowly. At first it kinda hurt, then it felt good. He continued to kiss me as he did this. He slowly pulled his fingers out, then grabbed the sides of my jeans pulling them off. He kissed my thighs, as I layed there on his bed. I pulled his head to my vagina, he slid his tongue into my tight wet pussy. He ate me out and it felt great. He then unbuttoned his jeans and dropped them down to the ground, afterwards pulling down his plaid boxers down letting them slip off. He grabbed my hand, placing it on his hard, 8 inch dick. I gripped it slowly giving him a hand job. He grabbed my legs right on my knees and spread my legs and slid his dick right in, pushing harder. He then fucked me slowly at first, then faster and harder. He kept going until he cummed deep inside me. He then layed on the bed next to me. I rolled over and layed my head on his chest and kissed all up his chest to meet his lips again. He entangled his legs in mine. We layed there for a few minutes before he kissed my forehead and then slowly started to fall asleep. He was so warm. I was slowly falling asleep in his arms. I loved being there with him. I slowly got up, trying not to wake him, knowing I should probably head home. I slipped my clothes on and reached for a pen and paper, I wrote:
"I had a great time last night. Text me when you wake up. ❤- C"

I went home and layed in my bed. I Couldn’t help thinking that even though i knew he was probably going to wake up and not remember or completely regret it, it was great. He was my best friend before it all happened and now he won’t even speak to me. I talked to him the day after and he said he didn’t fully regret it but he wasn’t sure if I actually liked it. We both promised not to say anything to anyone but he told his best friend and I told mine. So I guess thats all I can say about it.