Blindsided
I’ve been married for 40 years to a woman that I put on a pedestal and always treated like a lady worked very hard to get her the nicer things in life and thought we were in paradise. She does cheerleading contest and dance contest you seen them on TV she’s a judge scorekeeper very little travel in her business . She was going down to the coast for a couple of days but the girl she goes with was going to borrow a condo ffrom a friend of hers and they were going to have a two extra days for free .I thought this was going to be a getaway for me and her too and she was asking me to go but when I assumed it and asked she said no she didn’t want her friend feel like the third wheel .This is just gonna be a girls trip . I’ll just settle in for the four-day weekend get caught up on some TV and rela4x . I thought about the whole day what I’d be watching TV and of course everything that was on TV I’ve seen several times before I thought to myself we made CDs of our kids when they were little and I’ve never really looked at them and it would be a nice weekend to look and reminisce about some of the happiest times in my life. So when she called me to let me know she
was down at the beach Thursday night I asked her where the tapes were she told me to look in her bottom right dresser drawer .I never go through her drawers ,I never go through her closet, I never go through her purse those are personal places that I’ve never go into and I never go through her phone. The trust I had for her was as much trusted anyone person can have for another. I was a faithful husband even though I did travel sometimes and had the opportunity I never did so I didn’t have a guilty conscience it made me check behind myself to see if she was doing something evil. So I went to the Dresser and open the drawer and beginning to look it was packed full of everything panties or bras there was some kind of ledger notebook in there I took everything out , no tapes put the ledger which It had a few letters sticking out of it back in its place put everything back in shut the drawer .Thought the next time I talk to her I’ll see where maybe they could be and I’ll look around the house it had a few letters sticking out of it back in its place put everything back in shut the drawer thought the next time I talk to her I’ll see where maybe they could be and I’ll look around the house myself . Looking in the closet in the usual places looking around didn’t find the tapes .Walked back in the bedroom and there was a folded piece of paper in the middle of the floor which must’ve came out of the drawer I picked it up it looked as if it was something a young girl would’ve done in typing class in high school it was done in Red ink, it was titled with her name on it my wife Heidi and dated. So I begin to read this was on a Monday when the letter was written and she was telling about the date she had had with a young boy named Tim from another school on that Saturday night .She talked about them going to a party not many people at the party smoking a joint drinking a couple of drinks talking about how horny she was and eventually the young boy took her back to a room where they took their clothes off and had sex she said it only lasted 30 seconds and she was still so horny ! She said they laid there a minute once he crawled off her after the 30 seconds she was hoping that he would rub her pussy finger her ,go down on her or something ,but he kind of just got up afterwords, put his clothes on so he can get a drink for them she said .I’ll just wait here he shut the door and she wrote about how it seemed like it was taking forever and she was so horny and she gently begin to touch yourself slowly finger herself hoping that he would come back and have more stamina on the second round the door opened and shut a dark silhouette of a guy walked in . It was pitch black she really couldn’t see anything but she heard sipping on the pants and un doing the belt buckle and the clothes coming off. She said did you bring the drink he said nothing he pulled the sheet back he was on top of her she could feel something different his cock felt larger he was thrusting with more power it felt so good she was building up an orgasm she was almost ready , because she was playing with herself earlier she came .She wrote it feels so good in one long trust she felt his dick twitch inside her and him coming he moaned ,but she thought she heard something else like another zipper and pants coming off he came without speaking a word got off of her and another guy climbed on top she mumbled a couple of words but before she knew it another hard cock had entered her and was thrusting hard not quite as big as the last cock but it felt great and as she wrote about how good the hot come running out of her down between her ass and how good it felt with each trust of his cock in her! She wrote on how several boys fucked her, one off another would mount her .Two face fucked her hard ,choking her with their cocks and how they would grab the back of her head pushing their cocks deep down her throat as they came and how the come, the choking and her being fucked all at once would make her pussy throb, tingle and then she would come again ! After they all finished ,5 or6 of them ,she laid there in bed ashamed of what had happened. But at the same time rubbing her pussy full of their come as she herself came again ! She laid there for an hour hoping everybody would leave things got quieter and quieter she got up cleaned up got dressed and with a big sigh stepped out of the bedroom two guys were sitting on the couch her not knowing if she’d sucked and fucked him until one of them said where did you come from ?She simply said I had too much to drink and fell asleep where is Tim ? There’s nobody here everybody left and went swimming over at some guys name is Johnny. She said Tim was supposed to give me a ride home I don’t even know where I am . One of the guys said where do you live She said Gardendale he said I’m going that way will give you a ride.She set between them in the front seat as she directed them to her house . About two blocks away the driver pulled into a house that was for sale and vacant . He said to her, this ride wasn’t for free . He said get in the back seat ,so she got in the backseat on all fours ,one guy motioned her to bring her face over to the opened back door, he stood outside the car the other guy fucked her from behind inside the car and she sucked the other guy off , as he face fucked her as rough as it had been all night they came at about the same time and she came again moaning. This guy standing outside the car with the door open with his dick in her mouth said yeah this bitch likes this and they took her home. She wrote on saying she had done some really bad things that night, but you could tell there is excitement in her writing. I couldn’t believe what I just read I was shocked tears begin to run down my face this is a woman who didn’t want me to fuck her twice in the same night . When eating her pussy when she came I was to stop and not to eat her pussy again ,if she came when I was fucking her she would say please go ahead and get yours Ive came . No licking of her ass nothing out of the norm but I was crazy about her I love her so much I was sexually frustrated but then again I loved her so much. For four days I read the other journal read the letters, wondering why the fuck she would even leave them around . In our first 10 years of marriage she had two affairs she met both of them twice and carried on communication with them for six months. I believe I had a nervous break down I cried for days. When she came home I confronted her with this ,she lied then she cried over the next four years I threw her out of the house a dozen times and a dozen times she came back crying saying it was not me it was her . She was Humiliated in front of our children and my family. Come to find out her mother was in on this ,her cheating ,her mother would lie to me ,make up stories where she could go off. This is a woman that I treated like my mother , I helped her financially I helped her children financially I was there any time anywhere again like she was my mother. Over the four years I found out that her mother was nothing but a whore ,she had her lie as a child to her own father about all her affairs . Her mother even at 12 years old 13 years old would let her go to boys houses without any of their parents being there ,I’m not talking about one boy ,I’m talking there might be four or five boys and being the only girl ! She was used most of her life and when I met her she wanted to do a start over. She’s apologized 1000 times she is a better person now she knows what she did was so very wrong and before I found out it was just what girls did her mother did it ,her sisters did it ,she was raised in a godless house ,but now she knows the guilt, knows the shame .I hate my children ,my family had to go through this ! I have nothing to do with her family now I wish her mother was a man because I believe in my heart I would beat her to death ,but I just stay away. I shaved my head I change the way I look the clothes I wear I really believe I had a nervous break down but I’ve managed to get myself back together and things have changed around my house ,there isn’t any no you can’t eat me ,no you can’t fuck me ,my wife would rarely ever put my dick in her mouth, before this being a good Catholic boy I just thought she was a good person and thought those things were nasty, but now I am no longer sexually frustrated I fuck her when I want to ,where I want to ,as hard as I want to . When I get up in the morning and she still asleep if I want to straddle her and stick my dick in her mouth and shove it all the way down in her throat till I bust my load choking her I do it, and if I want to fuck her in her ass I do ,but I enter gently with plenty of lube but after a minute I’ll fuck her like she’s a slut with a handful of her hair both hands on her ass with her cheeks spread slamming my dick is hard as I can and or sometimes I’ll make your finger herself at the same time so I can feel her fingers as my dicks going in and out her ass ,she never complains. If I’m driving down the road I just simply pull my cock out she adjusted her self in the seat sometimes without even a word she sucks my dick ! I just push down on the back of her head to get my dick is deep in her throat as I can sometimes her body shaking from the choking and when I come I come so deep down her throat I feel the head of my dick pull out between her tonsils. Simply treat her like a slut .I make her talk dirty to me and she seems to enjoy it tell me how she wants me to come in her mouth ,come in her ass how she’s a whore and she loves the way I treat her like a whore but she always says she’s my whore and she’ll never do these things again ! You say after 40 years 44 now of loving a person more than you love yourself ,a person you would literally die for ,you would give them your last breath a person that you sacrificed no lunch ,sometime driving cars without air condition ,wearing clothes raggedy work clothes so your family could have and you could save one day maybe for a retirement . I will always love her! I will always be there for her and I will always provide for her, protect her, it’s an oath that I took in front of God and I live by ! If there’s love in the hereafter my love will be hers !
