By the time I finish admitting this most who read it will think ill of me and perhaps as a perv. I’m 68, divorced for over 9 years and live alone. Many years ago my x wife and I fostered a girl named Helena from the time she was 12 up until she was 16. I saw her a few times after that but only heard from her a few times for more than 10 years. She is 27 now and almost 2 years ago called me out of desperation asking me to let her stay at my house for a short time. I almost didn’t recognize her for what was once a pretty young girl was a total mess both physically and financially. I suppose the cause was from drugs and/or alcohol and being with bad people. She was no longer the innocent kid my wife and I took care of. Over the first couple months she started doing better and I was able to get her a job at the company I retired from. She was supposed to moved out once she got back on her feet but never did. What was once a shy, cute and respectful little girl was now an immoral woman. From the time she moved in she had little regard for her privacy around me and I often saw her naked or scantily dressed. There were times I could hear her masturbating and times I actually saw her. The buzz her vibrator made was distinctive and I could hear it most nights. Rather than discourage her nudity and masturbation I have to admit being aroused by her behavior and masturbated often myself. After all she was no longer this kid from years ago.

About this time last year is when it came out in the open by her asking me how I felt with her living here. She flat out asked me if I liked seeing her naked and I confessed that I did. That’s when she began admitting and confessing things she had been through over her younger years. She admitted several affairs she had and the fact she was a stripper for a couple years. She also told me she was raped twice and was hooked on crack. That’s when she said she didn’t mind me at all seeing her naked and was glad I liked seeing her that way. She was very blunt the way she spoke to me and made it clear she in no way ever wanted sex with me. I think in the back of my mind I thought about sex with her but in reality I’m old enough to be her grandfather. I never have had sex with her but it was June of 2019 the first time I touched her. It wasn’t me who instigated it but Helena who called me into the bathroom as she was in the tub. As soon as I walked in she asked me to rub her neck and shoulders telling me she was sore. I stood in back of her and as I did her breasts and vagina were clearly visible to me closer than ever.

Two nights later I asked if her neck still hurt and took advantage of her. She never stopped me from rubbing her breasts and I ended up masturbating her and having her orgasm. Since then I have been masturbating her several times a week. I masturbate frequently but never in front of her until this past October and it was she who prompted me to do it. I always start with her neck but before long she is never hesitant to take off her robe or pj’s as she allows me to rub down her entire body. By last August I began using her vibrator on her and can’t believe how casually she orgasms. As I insert the vibrator in her is when I usually masturbate as just seeing her climax is so arousing. December is the first time she jerked me off. As I penetrated her with the vibrator I began masturbating and the next thing I knew she took over doing for me. I’m never naked in front of her mainly because I am ashamed of my body but she is more than willing now to jerk me off. The company I retired from closed down during this Chinese virus so Helena has been laid off and with me everyday. Its a rare day we don’t masturbate each other and my x wife would have a conniption if she knew Helena was back with me after all this time. Helena doesn’t have a boyfriend and I can’t believe how all this has progressed. She seems happy living here but she is still young. I keep telling her she needs other friends around but for some reason she never goes out. with this virus its bad to go anywhere but for the last almost 2 years she don’t seem to want to go anywhere and seems to have no friends. There must be things going on she hasn’t told me about but I’m happy having her here. I suspect she must have been in some type of trouble but she won’t tell me anymore about her past.