New love
I’m divorced and live in a new condo with my son who is 19 and only with his father on weekends. What I’m obsessed about was accidental the first time. I smoke, but never inside my condo so I go out on the deck from my bedroom. There is a wooden separation between the condos but openings between the slats. I only met the new guy next door once but know he has a girlfriend and lives alone. As I was smoking my cigarette before bed about 3 months ago, I could hear sounds from his tv and sort of looked into his bedroom. This guy Larry was half laying in his bed, naked and masturbating. Just seeing this gorgeous man doing that immediately aroused me. I figure him to be in his mid 30’s and aside from handsome he has a perfect body. He had his legs apart and I could clearly see his penis and balls. He is circumcised with what appears to be about a 7" erection and shaven pubic hair. I’m in love with this perfect specimen of a man. I peek over most nights to see if his lights are on and so far have seen him naked dozens of times. I’ve lustfully kept track and have watched him masturbate 11 times since that first time. I adore seeing him ejaculate just by the way he reacts to it and the sounds he makes. I admit that I have masturbated often while watching him and orgasm more than once when I do. I go out on the deck wearing only a night shirt and lately have been using a dildo to satisfy myself. I’m in love with this guy but know I have no chance being with him. Unfortunately his girlfriend is beautiful like a super model. There has been a few times when I know she is there but the lights are always out. I smoke more since he moved in just to have an excuse to look into his bedroom. I’ve been back to masturbating since my divorce but since Larry moved in next door its almost every night. I dread when his lights are out.
