My older brother by six years molested me as a child. At least that is the term I grew up using to describe something we did or he did to me. It started with curiosity and playing doctor. But soon he would.start coming to my room at night..touching me underneath my clothes, he would sometimes lick my breast and between my legs. I would lay still and.pretend to sleep. Sometimes he would put himself between my legs.and just hump up and down. When.I got older he put his finger inside me and gave me my first orgasm.

I’m all grown up now and he hasn’t touched me since I.was 16…But I still can’t cum unless I pretend he.is molesting me